tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24095066389813080432024-03-13T00:10:38.456-07:00dropping the namesdasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comBlogger27125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-42260688351253861802009-07-27T23:13:00.000-07:002009-07-27T23:16:12.359-07:00I keep all my shit here, but don't you dare call this my home<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>Gone Dead Train - American Buffalo</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I know fucking nothing about this hey. And I hate the term 'alt country'. Some of them were in that band Order of the Dying Orchid. Apparently they were around sort of 05/06, changed their name to American Buffalo, split up, couple of the dudes are now in a band called the Cinnamon Band. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">All I do know is I can't stop listening to this shit.</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=f0af379cc9071c941686155677bb268588ca1e7dea60a69b">http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=f0af379cc9071c941686155677bb268588ca1e7dea60a69b</a>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-17683810070480985342009-07-17T04:30:00.000-07:002009-07-17T05:01:32.217-07:00humming to a dead song<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0LvDyngG1cmzAPA6JC-cI0iBsRVxIz7ifrsQ70UFSR0qN4TrIK1u3mlWFtDxZvd6hLkV-g9PQMkA_0HnFhMPon0hQfMbffBDK255_qbTlYa94VHtoBqr5wNox0wNzT5ImoWwWcovE07k/s1600-h/00325.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5359390114852441026" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0LvDyngG1cmzAPA6JC-cI0iBsRVxIz7ifrsQ70UFSR0qN4TrIK1u3mlWFtDxZvd6hLkV-g9PQMkA_0HnFhMPon0hQfMbffBDK255_qbTlYa94VHtoBqr5wNox0wNzT5ImoWwWcovE07k/s320/00325.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><p> </p><p> </p><p> </p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>Welcome the Plague Year - s/t LP and extra songs</strong></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Recently I've been feeling pretty fucking old. And realising that I care about the 'screamo' thing and the way it's changed and shifted over the course of the last nine or ten years because it was the first hardcore thing that I was in almost right at the start of. To have actually been, I dunno 'there', whatever that means beyond listening to the records (not much probably) to see the way it's changed from this violent, urgent spasm of hardcore that was pissed off with everything else in hardcore, to this thing it is now is what's making me feel old of course.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Movements in punk rock always begin with that initial urgency that's probably never going to be re-created. They are, after all, usually a reaction to a time and place. But they can set a template within which some amazing music can be made. Calvary weren't reacting to the same things Rites of Spring were, but they took what was established and built their own thing off it.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">When the Welcome the Plague Year record came out I checked it out, thought 'hey this is really' cool and didn't listen to it that much. Combination of a couple of things really; crappy car stereo and just not being in the mood for that sort of music anymore. A friend said at the time 'we're all getting a bit burnt out on chaotic screamo' when talking about how good this record was and yet how he didn't really listen to it. He was right. </span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">I still play shows with 'screamo' bands and in that hessian $kramz whatever scene. To some extent. But I feel like there's less to identify with there than five years ago. Not so much a matter of no substance as...different substance I guess? I don't know I've always been more about lyric sheets at shows and long photocopied essays in LPs than wacky song titles and vague or confusing art statements (not that those two don't have their own appeal). In fact I look at the attitudes of a lot of people compared to when it started and I'm like 'but...you're the people I came to this music to get away from'. Arguing about it, I'm realising, is pointless. Instead of provoking discussion you're just accused of wanting everyone to think like you do, and being told to just 'enjoy the music' like the substance was somehow able to be seperated. Well maybe it is for people who have a different experience, that's cool. And in attempting to define the politics of a 'scene' or something I find myself sounding more and more like the crimethinc regurgitating punk fest anarchists I can't fucking stand.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">So when you get old and a thing changes to this point, what do you do? I can understand why a lot of people move on, why noise music is so filled with people who grew up on hardcore punk. And hey we all always move on but, and maybe this is totally stupid and sad of me, I feel like I also need to hold on and keep doing the things I did. The format is established than you can work with in and hey you're not going to sound like the 'revolution summer' LP but you can at least be making music as passionate and intense, and as about something, anything, as that time and place that inspired you.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Verdana;">And bands come along and do that. This Ship Will Sink. Sinaloa. Majorca. Circuits. Quebec (the story of how I hated them up until the last few shows when I really paid attention to what they were doing, especially Tim's lyrics, is another post in itself). Takaru. Former Fucking Republics. Welcome the Plague Year are like that too. I have this feeling that maybe in five years people might realise how incredible this band really was, based off this collection of songs. This is one of those records that sounds like an ALBUM rather than a collection of songs. In fact when I only had the LP I wasn't really sure where one song started and another ended. The recording, the sound of it, the bits of noise and the lo-fi guitars and reverb drenched production all combine to lend an incredible atmosphere to the record. It's like some sort of apocalyptic crust record, or even Slint's <em>spiderland</em>, in that it's just plain fucking creepy. It's a scary, dark, heavy record that sounds like all the fucked aspects of 21st century human life that the two vocalists were singing about. It's like the soundtrack to William Gibson's future. It's a fucking unbelievable album, one I, you, we, should all listen to more. </span> </span></p><p align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?2iyy2cweyxi"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?2iyy2cweyxi</span></a></p>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-76025581363427791682009-07-05T21:23:00.001-07:002009-07-05T21:24:10.000-07:00godspeed you corrupted wolves in the throne room<div align="justify"><a href="http://www.encirclingsea.wordpress.com/"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.encirclingsea.wordpress.com</span></a></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">new band me, rob and raddy are doing. Can download our first recording there.</span> </div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-42411763668980073692009-05-15T08:12:00.000-07:002009-05-15T09:45:48.712-07:00first world problems.<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">It's amazing how quickly shit can start to suck. A few weeks ago everything was going super rad and I was like 'okay...what's the catch'. So maybe I brought it on myself haha. Either way suddenly everything feels really fucking bleak. I love playing in ex so why am I fucking up so bad every time we play? I hate my lyrics and the shit I say between songs and the way I can't play as well as the other guys are and yeah...fuck. Crushes are stupid too. Unrealistic, unrequited ones that I don't even fucking want. Why haven't I been able to accept the fact that a) I'm going to be alone anyway unless I meet someone blind or with some weird pathological attraction to ugly people and b) I'm much, much better off this way anyway? Shit. And gear worries. And my incredible paranoia acting up again so I'm there thinking that my band is seen as this huge joke to all the, fuck I dunno crusties or hesh people or whatever, all the people I've been around for so long and actually kinda consider friends or whatever; how I've always felt inferior and out of place and how I keep thinking that to them ex is 'dase's emo thing' (derisive sneer). And the fact that I've got three weeks of uni left and then I have no idea what the fuck I'm going to do. I know what I need to do (move out, work) but I'm so fucking scared. And me drinking and flying into super rages straight away that make me try to fight anyone who's a smug dick to me. And friends being in such horrible, messy, much worse places and I don't know what I can do for them. And the fact that plowing my car into concrete barrier on the way home keeps seeming like the easiest way to solve this all. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Balanced I guess against the fact that I know these days I'll never do something like that, no exactly where those thoughts are coming from and how to ignore them. And how different that is from a few years ago and how lucky I am to have survived those years. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">And so what am I gonna do about it? Well I made a mix of all the embarassing music I'm sort of ashamed to admit is like my paranoia, self hatred depression music. Here it is.</span> </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>1 Engine Down</strong> - songbird</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>2 Red House Painters</strong> - medicine bottle</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>3 Cat Power</strong> - good woman</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>4 Wrangler Brutes</strong> - sudden adult death syndrome</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>5 David Bowie</strong> - ashes to ashes</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>6 Billy Bragg</strong> - levi stubbs tears</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>7 Feist</strong> - lonely lonely</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>8 Fleetwood Mac</strong> - the chain</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>9 Five Eight</strong> - she's sleeping (I hate this version btw, demo is way better)</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>10 Frodus</strong> - 6/99</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>11 Pygmylush</strong> - dreams are class</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>12 Unwound</strong> - october all over</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>13 Dinosaur Jr</strong> - raisins</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>14 The Hal Al Shedad</strong> - ivan's devil</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>15 Small Brown Bike</strong> - the outline of yr hand</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>16 Steve Von Till</strong> - willow tree</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>17 Afghan Whigs</strong> - my curse</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>18 City of Caterpillar</strong> - maybe they'll gnaw right through</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?qog0xwtjgxf"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?qog0xwtjgxf</span></a></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?tgmwjghbwlq"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?tgmwjghbwlq</span></a></div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-71076606830954439782009-05-13T06:47:00.000-07:002009-05-13T07:11:48.267-07:00the 90s, lulz - part 2: cabin fever<div align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNwzAXHbJa2TzN_ezcE9Qp3ATM2TIllWwIDWgA8aX3AzFlZFBDwmq6nWxLj5gDmEA6-ISXhXCz_qLK6FJwHkBgiU0r9hEfunoy62YkduZleDQjSA6_jqO4F5YR162Xk4RJXDFS9DsKGuE/s1600-h/382c024128a06bc022dbe010.L._AA240_.jpg"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335306110671892626" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNwzAXHbJa2TzN_ezcE9Qp3ATM2TIllWwIDWgA8aX3AzFlZFBDwmq6nWxLj5gDmEA6-ISXhXCz_qLK6FJwHkBgiU0r9hEfunoy62YkduZleDQjSA6_jqO4F5YR162Xk4RJXDFS9DsKGuE/s320/382c024128a06bc022dbe010.L._AA240_.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><br /></div></span><div align="justify"></div><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>ENGINE KID - 'BEAR CATCHING FISH'</strong></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Featuring XGreg AndersonX who would later go on to fame as that guy who isn't Steven O'Malley in Sunn / one of the first people convicted and executed for crimes against the climate at the UN environment-crimes trials of 2037 for irreparable damage done to mother gaia via the continued exposure of petroleum products, specifically the manufacture of unnecessary editions of coloured vinyl on Southern Lord records (gatefold sleeve 4xLP remix available for preorder now). </span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">You know what? I don't remember this being this good. I must've heard some other kind of era Engine Kid because this shit is actually pretty cool. Rev records post hardcore rock stuff, chuggy but with melody and a fair degree of Slint/Touch and Go worship in parts. Worth a listen at least, even for the excerable cover. </span></p><p align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?hmounyiojfz"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?hmounyiojfz</span></a></p>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-24468952304798142722009-05-10T06:32:00.000-07:002009-05-10T06:42:32.394-07:00the 90s, lulz - part 1: grandfather clock.<div align="left"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgItj-LVqBgNV3OJU_LJfF5-NTIT4dO3xIdF4YJkagBoRtTf9fbatDnOYCMCfYRTKRU6aZ_N6LUZkjQJODr0T-ROdyjm8FvKCxIJDbXsnKdoj86hXVluv6UKvhEYmpgK7hbclhVMYVKvSE/s1600-h/11273105.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334188033875093426" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 252px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 241px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgItj-LVqBgNV3OJU_LJfF5-NTIT4dO3xIdF4YJkagBoRtTf9fbatDnOYCMCfYRTKRU6aZ_N6LUZkjQJODr0T-ROdyjm8FvKCxIJDbXsnKdoj86hXVluv6UKvhEYmpgK7hbclhVMYVKvSE/s320/11273105.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><p align="left"></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="left"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>Roosevelt's Inaugural Parade - Discography</strong></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I've mentioned on here before that I was reading about a lot of bands in well thumbed copies of status and second nature during the time they were around, but my only real exposure to them was through the occasional mixtape and the comps that came with a lot of those zines. Then came the internet and downloading music (for me only in the last year or so. Haha yeah. Lame). And I could finally listen to some of those bands I'd always pictured as being so amazing and so far away from whatever high school angst I was stuck in. A lot of it is music I would hate if a band were playing it today, unless I had some connection to it where I could judge it by some arbitrary standard as 'sincere' or some shit. But yeah. A lot of that music belongs in the time and I enjoy it as that. Otherwise known as 'haha...the 90s...um, yeah'. </span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Next few posts are going to be devoted to those kinda bands. Including this one, whom I never actually heard until recently. Roosevelt's Inaugural Parade. I think they did a demo, 7" and a split 7" with someone. Noisy, heart on sleeve 'emo' hardcore, very earnest and sincere. Reminds me a bit of Car Vs Driver except they have the sung, Ashes-steez female vocals. Contrasted against the noise of the music and the other vocals it sits really well. Good listen.</span> </span></p><p align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?zmyfonnhmzd"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?zmyfonnhmzd</span></a></p>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-40308396736734715452009-04-28T05:37:00.000-07:002009-04-28T06:37:41.202-07:00october all over<div align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiK7XTY3R_dY1Tr6X1Ygu_phZ526SqFSoWB0o7ZQ35avq0c4-hkbW_7OoHyPlhD51GgczLhKyJDnJM9XPj371ITAn4HyWhcTtvRRGAgtGAAfXV_VQfruUGamhmxIUdCTm-9CDMZO-SL_-I/s1600-h/Unwound_-_Leaves_Turn_Inside_You.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5329731518911097138" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 176px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiK7XTY3R_dY1Tr6X1Ygu_phZ526SqFSoWB0o7ZQ35avq0c4-hkbW_7OoHyPlhD51GgczLhKyJDnJM9XPj371ITAn4HyWhcTtvRRGAgtGAAfXV_VQfruUGamhmxIUdCTm-9CDMZO-SL_-I/s320/Unwound_-_Leaves_Turn_Inside_You.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><p align="justify"></p><p align="justify"></p><p align="justify"></p><p align="justify"><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Unwound - Leaves Turn Inside You</span></strong></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Finally make it out of bed several hours after you first woke up. Stand in the shower for what feels like hours after the timer's run out, head leaning against the stall, eyes closed, not thinking about anything, not noticing the hot water pounding against yr back. Pull on the same jeans and jumper you've been wearing for weeks over cleaner underwear and shirts (a friend of mine once referred to it as a 'depression suit'). Drive to work by the same route you take every day, so on autopilot you can't even recall any details of the journey. Work for hours, always returning to fix mistakes because you seem unable to concentrate on anything for more than a few minutes at a time. Waste time posting inanities on the internet. When yr mind wanders try not to annoy yr friends by texting the same inanities. Try to push away the feelings you know are no good for you; you'd rather have a friend than romance besides who would ever feel that for you (but still catch yrself wondering as you're going to sleep what it'd be like to be in her arms). Wait for everyone else to leave the office. Eat some horrible and questionably vegan takeaway for dinner. Try to study over dinner. Read the same paragraph fifty times. Go out, maybe see yr friends and escape it for a few hours. Maybe not feel it and leave after one band, wishing you could pull yrself out of it to talk to people and enjoy shit. Go back to the office. Write down lame attempts at profundity to try and describe this feeling in songs that will never get written because you don't play guitar much. Try to get more work or study done. It takes four hours longer than it should because you can't concentrate on anything. Drive home on autopilot. Think about these travels like you'd shoot it in a movie: soundtrack of hastily strummed guitars that you think of as 'shoegaze' or 'krautrock' even though neither description is really accurate, but, you know, like that scene in Lost in Translation with the MBV song. Get home in time to sit on the couch with law and order on in the background, trying to draw or play guitar and coming up creatively bankrupt. Go to bed late enough to ensure you won't be out of bed until midday again the next day. Repeat.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">That's been my life for like the last month or so, off and on. This record has been the soundtrack to it. </span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I can't say much about Unwound. They started in 1991 and broke up ten years later. They played that music that was the whole mix of post hardcore and indie and whatever. They used cheap guitars, effects and crappy solid state amps that would cut out in mid-song and switch back on when smacked with a flat hand or headstock. This record (their last) was made over two years at their own studio. The drummer was phenomenal and any time some guitar store douchebag is like 'girls just can't play rock drums man' play them 'scarlette'. </span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I've got no real reference points for this band. They're pretty fucking definitively 90s sounding to my mind but I slept on them up until like two years ago. This shit would have been life altering to me had I heard it in highschool when I was discovering bands like this. As it is now I've got a whole amazing back catalogue of a band that seems incredible in some way I can get from bands that are around now. And as I said this particular album has been the soundtrack to that weird, metronomic, repitive depression lifestyle I've had for a while now. </span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Enjoy. </span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></p><p align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?mjzqmzyrwyi"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?mjzqmzyrwyi</span></a> </p>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-5636948223584252752009-04-01T08:20:00.000-07:002009-04-01T08:43:07.969-07:00process of weeding out<div><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizJblnysTSTrZQXBL_e-L3rqCNEo-rWXZHr-6JcE9D-LmGZVmedLdK3y3QWbc3VdyOj28OWavbgdBYr2c1UjyY4r-PKVUA1obtIMh8LD-rcjfdrNiXG-6vJueSImVaNHwzoIJupmYL6zE/s1600-h/hoot+hoot.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5319744914936071314" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 332px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizJblnysTSTrZQXBL_e-L3rqCNEo-rWXZHr-6JcE9D-LmGZVmedLdK3y3QWbc3VdyOj28OWavbgdBYr2c1UjyY4r-PKVUA1obtIMh8LD-rcjfdrNiXG-6vJueSImVaNHwzoIJupmYL6zE/s400/hoot+hoot.png" border="0" /></a><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5319746934469469506" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 282px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjz-PobW_cDpVJ_qO-7dv8KOyWWhDMcFZJnFxf38ugimcPi6x2fHNuoQOyoTcqTUoZ2dwYLD_X5X5c2UYJSLYHWglyuqnwzfJPqfuoUUyiAy5sfxh1XV3c7QKW6LWNnU17hy0BOBFtDRyA/s400/hoothoottwo.png" border="0" /> <img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5319748710872780786" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 289px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbAAfpwmthQaGFTGrYyHYKr1qEqg0P-siB0xsA6CDQIOOo1R6KmALjshLXKeiWf3GrrRTiBHsCvmYFcHD2MTgMDxxBYoPovUXlmTg8C7tiPwTtrFlMlygG572uNvegP3ByT5jGJa1zdEQ/s400/hoothootthree.png" border="0" /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-84278826889659327832009-03-19T06:57:00.000-07:002009-03-19T07:24:02.047-07:00the sweat descends<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I was going to post some big thing about the cylical nature of depression and loneliness and how like medication that helps me with depression makes me feel shit about my body therefore causing me to isolate myself from people and potential romance but really the whole thing could be summed up in this picture: </span><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314902586491281426" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 348px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhlpWZHGp2s1U7UWD5H95kFrGOAdwb2qVJmYhV3bnKD-5Ombo6CZbBdDMC8G6abfwJW5FwYmRCZvqFZsC_kMreFVrNNTyCaS6Q0fESe_HCSLzMADH_X8maVWqZBRSYO4t2UoJ3ttTd-hsE/s400/sw.png" border="0" /><br />some crappy recordings are up on </span><a href="http://www.myspace.com/thisisntfknpostrock"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.myspace.com/thisisntfknpostrock</span></a> . <span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">dunno if this is ever going to be a playing shows deal or just a making songs with my eight track deal.</span> </span></div><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I don't think I could have it better in terms of awesome things going on yet hate and my self and situation more right now. Oh well.</span></p>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-7827600891069742842009-02-23T21:41:00.000-08:002009-02-23T21:43:24.690-08:00...and I wouldn't do that<div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?ltmtznznmay"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?ltmtznznmay</span></a></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Expect 'taters demo for yr downloading pleasure.</span> </div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-23793659208982800732009-02-22T19:18:00.000-08:002009-02-22T19:19:40.867-08:00the tale of 24 hour coles being suckas that can't handle the science I drop on them<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">So I stopped at the 24 hour Kmart/Coles megaplex on my way home from work about 2am this morning. And there was some problem with their registers, making everything run slow so it was taking like literally almost a minute to process each item. Yeah that doesn't sound like much but think about it for a second. Scan item. Count to sixty in yr head. Scan next item. Couple this with people's need to buy forty boxes of discount catfood and a packet of skittles at 2 fucking am on a sunday fucking morning and you begin to understand why a somewhat substantial backed up queue had developed, stretching all the way back past the registers and curling up into the health food aisle. And my frustration is probably better related in first person: </span></div><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><div align="justify"><br />"It's 2am, I've been at work and had a shitty night, I just want to pay for this fucking soyghurt and go the fuck home to bed. But now I've gotta queue up. Okay, no one's fault really. Maybe people could be a little bit more organised and have their shit sorted to pay while they're waiting the ten minutes to scan their groceries instead of suddenly deciding they forgot the baking sugar. Maybe the jerk with the two full trolleys could let the guy with the single two pack of soyghurt through ahead of him, but whatever. Nothing you can do, no one's fault.<br /></div><div align="justify">***<br /></div><div align="justify">"Okay it's now 2:20am and there's still three people ahead of me. I'm starting to get annoyed despite myself. And why's that fucking security guard staring at me? Jesus christ the songs on the radio are fucking annoying in here.<br /></div><div align="justify">***<br /></div><div align="justify">"Oh hey it's 2:30 and I'm paying for my yoghurt. Sweet. Shit, is that Jack Johnson on the radio? Or one of those other criminally bland 'surf' music guys. Surf? Gimme a break. Dick Dale would call all you guys pussies and piss on yr feet, then give you a look all like 'yeah, what are you pussies gonna do about it?'. Anyway..."<br /></div><div align="justify">So as I'm about to pay I realise the thing that's been annoying me most about the muzak (it was Ben Harper by the way), is the dude behind me in the queue singing along at a volume really not appropriate full of the stoned, chronically unemployed and sociopathic loner types at that hour of a monday morning. I turned around and said (smiling, mind you, with a total 'aw shucks we've been here for ages aint that a funny thing cor blimey you gotta laugh don't you guv'nor' kinda way) 'aw man, if you keep that up you're going to be first when I come back in here and shoot the place up in a minute...'.<br /></div><div align="justify">Cue to, five seconds later, me being frogmarched out of coles by the security guard and given a lecture about 'making threats'.<br /></div><div align="justify">Okay okay, look, I realise that this is like leaving unattended baggage in an airport but HE WAS SINGING ALONG IN PUBLIC IN AN ANNOYING VOICE. Plus I was joking. The cashier laughed goddamnit.<br />Nah I'm not annoyed, I realised that facon jerk had to do his duty, because it's hard life and all working the crucial midnight to 9am sunday shift in Burwood, I mean we're talking like mean streets of downtown Fallujah type shit...but it was kinda hard to keep a straight face as he lectured me about 'threatening violence to people'.</span></div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-84741872034440710982009-02-18T02:55:00.000-08:002009-02-18T06:06:03.115-08:00ladies let me tell you a bit about myself; I've got a dick for a brain...<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-Cj10REb4eHMA_BiB9PTnuGftiWswpxti2BLpkdrNQaahKB4_nakk_lO9iNe3g4go0cfkqnyRLKS9H2P2GBpQCkTfCytfUa3FAny1aPernjQ1JSx241-zxqLZ5YGKOnaS7E8Uylp_bO8/s1600-h/200px-Gentlemen.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304134794873640882" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 199px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-Cj10REb4eHMA_BiB9PTnuGftiWswpxti2BLpkdrNQaahKB4_nakk_lO9iNe3g4go0cfkqnyRLKS9H2P2GBpQCkTfCytfUa3FAny1aPernjQ1JSx241-zxqLZ5YGKOnaS7E8Uylp_bO8/s320/200px-Gentlemen.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>The Afghan Whigs - 'Gentlemen'</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Following a fucking devastating and cruel breakup about five years ago I was reading Nick Hornby’s <em>high fidelity</em>, when I had this sudden like, 50,000 watt lightbulb above the head moment of insight and realisation. I identified with the Rob Fleming, the recently dumped main character in the book, absolutely. In all his desperation and cheap shots and petty revenge, I absolutely felt like that dude.<br /><br />From what I remember the Afghan Whigs aren’t even mentioned in that book, but I’ll get to that…<br /><br />Flash back to the mid 90s and first seeing these guys on rage: I hated this band the first (and many subsequent) times I heard them. Singer Greg Dulli’s posing and sleazy-rock affectations really rubbed me - first a straight up pissed hardcore kid, later ‘empowered’ and incredibly confused by all sorts of sexual politics stuff – up the wrong way. Because I didn’t realise it was schtick. I saw him in the video for <em>debonair</em>, taking drags from a cigarette in between lines in the chorus and didn’t get that this affectation that was pissing me off was precisely that; an affectation. The video for the title song to the record exudes self-conscious ‘cool’ and sleaze to an even higher degree, and it really harshed my buzz. These days I look back at it and I feel like it’s kind of taking the piss out of that whole Urge Overkill/Pulp Fiction 90s vibe as it revels in it at the same time.<br /><br />And revelling in the contradictions and it’s own ambiguities and weak points is pretty much a theme for this record. Which is I think why, returning more than ten years later to a band I once hated, I finally get it. Hey I wasn’t a bright teenager, I didn’t get subtlety. And this record has really only made sense to me in recent months and weeks, throwing all sorts of things I’ve done in the past – much like that moment of sudden identification with Hornby’s protagonist – into a new light.<br /><br />When I realised back then how much I was echoing Fleming’s behaviour in the book, stumbling from hope to catastrophe with as many calculated below the belt hits as I could chuck in, I fucking hated myself. Well I hated myself already, that breakup coincided with a downward spiral into a few years of utter hell for me mentally, and my behaviour during that time fuelled the virulent self-loathing that kept me wanting to end myself. I was being petty, shitty and unfair. It was all my fault and going against everything I believed in; every aspect of my life, from politics garnered from feminist theory classes and crimethinc inspired bullshit to the way I dressed was reflecting in on my own self hatred.<br /><br />These days I realise, well, yeah, some of these are a reflection of patriarchal society or whatever but also people do get bummed when their ex goes out and fucks all their friends after she dumps you, and I didn’t have to be cool with it. I was allowed to feel shitty without being some inhumane sexist monster. Of course I don’t blame punk politics for that, just my own naïvete in the interpretation, and the all consuming self hate that will turn anything against you it can that is a hallmark of the clinically depressed.<br /><br />So while I still think Hornby’s anti-hero is kind of a dick, well, who isn’t in that situation?<br /><br />Afghan Whigs vocalist Greg Dulli is a flat out dick. At least if this record is anything to judge him by. And he knows it, he acknowledges it…and he doesn’t care. Maybe he does hate himself some for it but he also recognizes at the bottom of the pit there’s a certain perverse pleasure to be taken in exploiting yr situation and acting on yr basest instincts; lashing out to hurt people just because you feel hurt, and so on.<br /><br />Apparently during the writing and recording of this record Dulli and his partner were both cheating on each other, Dulli apparently with multiple other women. Their relationship was still stumbling along however, entering that fucked up zone when ‘love’ can become all about controlling and hurting the other. And it’s justified because you’ve existed so long within that space that the logical course of action, of getting the fuck out, isn’t the clearest option that hindsight would prove it to be.<br /><br />Old mate Greg portrays himself throughout this period as in it for how much arse he can get. In <em>be sweet</em> he sings of being trapped in the relationship because ‘she wants love and I still want to fuck’. In the intro to the song he tells the ladies that he ‘has a dick for a brain’, and while he might speak of the shame, of knowing what, or who, he is, he isn’t crying out for help. He seems so apathetic or disaffected, that cigarette smoking cool blue eyed soul guy from the <em>debonair </em>video that he played throughout the course of the band, that he realises he’s a piece of shit but just can’t bring himself to care. He’s in it for the fuckin’.<br /><br />And man is that what this record’s about or what. I like to refer to the Red Hot Chilli Peppers <em>blood sugar sex magic</em> as ‘the most utterly unsexy record about fucking ever made’. <em>Gentlemen</em> is perhaps one of the most disturbing records about fucking I’ve ever heard. Not disturbing in a graphic goregrind kind of way, but disturbing in the sense that it gets inside the twisted power politics of a dysfunctional relationship. The title song itself is like the perfect description of hate fucking, crass and vulgar in it’s lurid detail (‘I stayed in too long, but she was the perfect fit’) and violent and hateful in it’s intent (‘and we dragged it out so long this time, trying to make each other sick’). The overall air of the song is kind of like the feeling you get with the hateful, immediately before and after breakup sex when there hasn’t been a clean break, and emotions, shitty, ugly ones, are involved. The song is sordid and dirty, setting out for the cathartic violence expected in the act and instead finding only the shame and headfucks that are the inevitable result of such situations.<br /><br />Dulli plays the arsehole dude well throughout the record. In <em>when we two parted</em> he refers to his partners own pain and depression at their situation with condescending pity, feigning ignorance as to what’s going wrong when he clearly knows what’s up. But like Hornby’s Rob Fleming, he’s going to milk the situation for all the emotional point scoring he can get. And he’s aware of it, aware that his lady knows it’s all an act, full of sneering sarcasm that he’ll still never admit, just to twist the knife a little more.<br /><br />Yet we get to the song <em>my curse</em>, sung by Marcy Mays of the band Scrawl, the only non-Dulli vocal performance on the record and, perversely, the most intimate moment. Though that’s apparently not through some kind of next level smartarse calculation on the band’s part. I’ve read (as much as you can believe this shit) that old mate didn’t do the vocal on the song because it was too painful for him to actually sing. And you can kinda see why as he drops the arsehole act for a second and reveals his actual heartbreak.<br /><br />A few tracks on and the record ends with an instrumental that really seems to build up and go nowhere. Everything is left somewhat unresolved. No happy endings. No closure. Just like real life.<br /><br />I’ve always believed the kind of rock journalism crap that I just wrote here is utter bullshit, especially when it over-analyses a record and reflects on all the implications that probably weren’t there being deliberately planned out by the composers. No one thinks about their music as much as some dick who writes about it for pitchfork does. But listening to this record a lot I’m coming to understand that maybe the ideas some see implied are in their psyche at the time and therefore make their way into the recording somehow. I dunno.<br /><br />But it’s no surprise, if I think about it for a second, why I suddenly only appreciate this record now. As a teenager I hadn’t had the experiences that would put me in a place to ‘get’ it. Things like the major label ALTERNATIVE ROCK production really put me off (that said, the guitar sound’s better than I remembered), and the bass tone. <strong>Fuck I hate musicmans, I really do</strong>. And just the general polished vibe of the record. And now at 27 when I decide to check it out again, with the things that have been going on in my life recently, I suddenly got it and got why all these people loved <em>gentlemen</em>.<br /><br />It’s not an age so much as an experience thing in the way that you’ll relate to certain music at certain times I guess. I’d already had Jawbreaker’s <em>dear you, </em>The Red House Painters and Elliott Smith as soundtracks to other heartbreaks. And while this time around I’m far from heartbroken, actually perhaps because of it, this record makes a fuck of a lot of sense to me. Maybe it won’t to you. Or maybe you’ll hear it go and ‘dude…totally’.<br /><br />By the way this is far from out of print but it’s a major label record so whatever. </span><span style="font-family:verdana;"></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?c13nmla0vey"><span style="font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?c13nmla0vey</span></a></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><em>The Afghan Whigs – ‘gentlemen’ Elektra Records, 1993<br /><br />If I were Going / Gentlemen / Be Sweet / Debonair / When We Two Parted / Fountain and Fairfax / What Jail is Like / My Curse / Now You Know / I Keep Coming Back / Brother Woodrow(Closing Prayer)</em> </span></span></div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-49034715845176734122009-02-12T19:05:00.000-08:002009-02-12T19:35:06.770-08:00crust bird knows many mystic, secret things<div align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjj9DudpLsPXeIjkQEbpFZgdei539gSD3nm2xR_3NOkzahn5IbSGhX9BY7_stXZY-5zpcGCmluU2mV4TQQe_llnXxp5fE3jwgf7WGP1W3dCUxdC1P75eys-bVhbakEcvo0YbXac-nQt3Z4/s1600-h/untitled.bmp"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302113855885291058" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 267px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjj9DudpLsPXeIjkQEbpFZgdei539gSD3nm2xR_3NOkzahn5IbSGhX9BY7_stXZY-5zpcGCmluU2mV4TQQe_llnXxp5fE3jwgf7WGP1W3dCUxdC1P75eys-bVhbakEcvo0YbXac-nQt3Z4/s320/untitled.bmp" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></div></span></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>DUUDE MOUNTAIN</strong></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Whole set from a show at the Oldbar a couple weeks ago we played with Truth From Facts, Black Level Embassy and the Dacios. Alain from TFF recorded this (see link in previous post for their recordings, they're fucking mindblowing, seriously) for us. I'm at work and haven't had a chance to listen but I'm assuming it's pretty rad. Done with a HDR recorder chucked up on top of a PA speaker. May be subject to the weird pizzeria acoustics of Old Bar. Will definitely be subject to my voice breaking and awkward breaks between songs as we have to retune. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?zlkyxhiozwn"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?zlkyxhiozwn</span></a></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I Never Really Liked Metallica Anyway, But Seriously, Fuck You Lars</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Spacewizard</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Power Dresser</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Dopelord (with the Atomic Bong)</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Crust Bird's Mystic Saga</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Dude Mountin is Rad Dude (gigantic caveman floor tom) and Beard Mountain (amplifiers).</span> </span></div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-22247835391515501462009-02-01T05:32:00.000-08:002009-02-01T05:48:13.686-08:00...this one's gone to pieces, this one's fallen apart<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhG5mImR4ixDhCSc19rG7Owz6hEpf0PPLaMn9sJYqnGjDrxYnmnZnnnA2M8L-rgCYPbO-0INEIxmcUsQVALyX-hjMdF6v-d03KceHnbSiTUyVrI8_xRebrpwFrhE40W6oecdRVPsgQdLVQ/s1600-h/ex-spec_decol.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297822153874637266" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhG5mImR4ixDhCSc19rG7Owz6hEpf0PPLaMn9sJYqnGjDrxYnmnZnnnA2M8L-rgCYPbO-0INEIxmcUsQVALyX-hjMdF6v-d03KceHnbSiTUyVrI8_xRebrpwFrhE40W6oecdRVPsgQdLVQ/s320/ex-spec_decol.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"><strong>EX SPECTATOR - set from decolonise fest.</strong> </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;">Photo by Lena, recording by the very very awesome dudes from the very very awesome Truth From Facts [</span><a href="http://www.truthfromfacts.org/"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;">http://www.truthfromfacts.org</span></a><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;">].</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;">This is Expect Potaters playing at Decolonise fest, 24th January 2009. This show was so fucking rad dude. It was like 45 degrees inside the warehouse (no shit, tin roof, no insulation, hot day) so our guitars kept going out of tune, which meant lots of tuning breaks, which meant me running my mouth too much on the microphone. But if I sound like I'm gushing, that's because I was...it was such a good show, such a fun weekend and the people who put us up were all such ragers.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;">It's only one big file, I haven't got anything at work to chop it up. I'll do something about that later in the week but hey. I'm pretty excited about it; the sound drops in an out a bit, we play pretty loud and the built in mic in the recorder Alain had didn't like that much; there's a big pause in one song where Kirk changes a kick pedal, and I played the sloppiest I ever have but fuck it, it was fun. Enjoy. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;">Oh and a special huge thanks to Alain and Truth From Facts dudes for recording this, then for going to the time to rescue the file after he lost it, fix it all up and send it to me. Ruling dude. And of course if they ever read this, Alex, Lena, Louise, Ryan and Stella for letting us stay at their house and letting us play in their living room.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?0jzmmzhbymz"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?0jzmmzhbymz</span></a></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;">Intro<br />You are not anything different<br />Angry ghosts of the war memorial<br />Senderos [Born Against]<br />Live without dead time [Sean’s vocals aren’t loud enough mix]<br />It’s complicated…[broken kick drum mix]<br />Pregnant sounds [Dase forgets the last part mix]<br />Young Arsenal [Torches to Rome, ftg Alex!]</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;">Windschuttle’s Legacy</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;">Our four track demo recordings done by Dennis and a whole bunch of videos from different shows by Tim and other people are on our myspace, <a href="http://www.myspace.com/exspectatorband">http://www.myspace.com/exspectatorband</a></span></div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-9622973144205560802009-01-22T02:53:00.000-08:002009-01-22T04:32:41.166-08:00lay yr body on the day<div align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhw68hzQkMa25_XT4Jss2vimEZSEEQmOP2XxuQFVYrh9ujFqQAESP2rtCWRLsfYZ_aOR91G5FChD5zKf2ynGGyQO8bVgsvlrsi2Wl2oCDYFozR3qujQPq9h0DdGg-Yflx-E8NTdzLrACTo/s1600-h/12398.gif"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294070694342009442" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 144px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 144px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhw68hzQkMa25_XT4Jss2vimEZSEEQmOP2XxuQFVYrh9ujFqQAESP2rtCWRLsfYZ_aOR91G5FChD5zKf2ynGGyQO8bVgsvlrsi2Wl2oCDYFozR3qujQPq9h0DdGg-Yflx-E8NTdzLrACTo/s320/12398.gif" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><br /></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><p align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><strong>The Shivering - 'and brand the ground with storm and song' collection.</strong> </span></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">There's a lot of good things to be said about constants: the things that remain what they are every time you come back to them. Especially when you're on the edge of some huge changes, and it feels like large chunks of yr life are already tearing off from the whole, in preparation for the moment they finally seperate completely and go crashing to the ground, to end up in a thousand splinters scattered about yr feet. </span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Whoa, heavy man. </span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I got into this band around about the last time my life completely fell apart. There's nothing amazing or special to them really, they're just a constant for me: I feel, I hope, that I will always enjoy this kind of melodic, rocking hardcore, 'emo', Guy Piccioto influenced shit, whatever. I don't really have any particularly meaningful attachment to this record or this band that I associate with that time, and I'm kind of thankful for that really because it did ruin some other music for me. I dunno, I just got into these guys when I went and saw my friends at the record store and was after something Rites of Spring-ish. This is what they pointed me at. </span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><em>And Brand the Ground With Storm and Song</em> is a collection of Shivering stuff that's not on their first LP, <em>Behind Broken Eyes</em>. That LP's a bit different, maybe a bit more mid-paced and mathy. This record, of songs mostly done as they branched out to a four piece, is way more revolution summer DC type shit. And you should know just from reading this blog how much I'm all about that. The Shivering prominently featured Spencer Rangitsch who (if I'm not getting this mixed up, it's a possibility) went on to be in the criminally brief Bullets In, and is now playing in Baader Brains. And other dudes but I've no idea what they're doing. It's cool hey. Nothing groundbreaking, sometimes misses the mark but a pretty fucking raging collection of songs. Particularly <em>lay down</em> (best riff on the record) and <em>coda q (</em>best change on the record<em>)</em>. I like bands that let their vocals rip and don't give a fuck about them being in tune, but, don't get me on that soapbox. If you like that Calvary record I posted ages ago you'll be into this one. </span></span></p><p align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?mkjznzdd2im"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?mkjznzdd2im</span></a></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><em>THE SHIVERING, 'AND BRAND THE GROUND WITH STORM AND SONG' (ALONE RECORDS AL054 (04'ish)</em></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"><em><span style="font-family:verdana;">Of the Liars / Lay Down / Daniel / Brand the Lion's Mouth / Coda Q / Look Away / Concept of Place / Forged / With Disconnection / To the Ground / Weave / Holding Pieces / Through</span></em> </span></p>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-8762122363012914442008-12-29T06:36:00.000-08:002008-12-29T07:45:43.347-08:00you justify my reasons to hate (...to hate!)<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGLNqXFBgIbPwKi0qyDt-q0o_9h6byXZTy0CJmPCNeQ3Mywxv8Wuh4WDTpAxsV_LVqLGtPrERAhR-dKdYqg9OHeCqUcYyvEB71gdRNN4i15M8rZfqI67ILpUCcwa1po8q66-Hyh8SACb0/s1600-h/VR029.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285221550354779762" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGLNqXFBgIbPwKi0qyDt-q0o_9h6byXZTy0CJmPCNeQ3Mywxv8Wuh4WDTpAxsV_LVqLGtPrERAhR-dKdYqg9OHeCqUcYyvEB71gdRNN4i15M8rZfqI67ILpUCcwa1po8q66-Hyh8SACb0/s320/VR029.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">GUILT - BARDSTOWN UGLY BOX</span></strong></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">The idea of a record 'dating' is an interesting one. Like it sounds so particularly like the time it was made, and in that context it's fucking cool but outside of that you can't really listen to it because, you know, it's so 2003 dude.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Refused's <em>shape of punk to come</em> got me with that. I got into the band not very long after that record came out and it seemed like there was nothing else like it. I bought the whole 'this is a whole new stage of hardcore' hype. I got the 'reinventing' thing. Fuck that. I listened to that record a few months ago for the first time in six years or so and yeah, wow...record has not aged well AT ALL. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">So what makes records not age well? It's partly the sound being a time-specific thing, like at the time that shit was considered legit, or worth releasing or not embarassing to play in front of yr friends. And it's partly what came after it, influenced by it, that makes it unpalatable. I have a friend who likes Quicksand in theory at least, like can see what they were doing and where they were coming from, but can't listen to them because they're 'proto nu metal'. <em>Slip</em>, well the song <em>dine alone</em> on rage, got me even before I'd heard Tool (who ripped them off a tonne), so, I've never had that problem even though I can totally hear that shit. Therefore, I still blast that record all the time, and when Gorilla Biscuits played here the other weekend I almost (chickened out at the last second) went up to Walter and was like 'dude when I was like, 14, Quicksand fucking CHANGED MY LIFE'. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Anyway, Guilt's <em>bardstown ugly box</em> is probably a record that hasn't aged well. But I fucking love it. Not because I have some kind of teenage attachment to it or anything. I actually only heard this band about a year ago. But with certain bands I often like them as much for where they're going as whether or not they actually get there, so to speak. That's I guess why I dig so much 90's stuff even though I wasn't 'there' for it until like 98, 99. There's a charming amateur quality and a sense of 'here it is, for better or worse, at least it's (sort of) honest' that I feel is lacking a little from hardcore punk today. Sure I'm totally nostalgia-fying that a lot, I know for a fact there were a lot of cynical dicks around back then, just as many as there are now, maybe more. Reading stories about the MTM fests makes me think that nothing ever changes; shit sounds exactly the same as LLDIY or whatever, both the good and bad parts, and the hilarious parts. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Guilt are definitely a case of the journey as much as the destination. This record's from '94 or '95 or something, I forget which. They'd always interested me because I remember them being cited by a few people in zines I read as a huge influence on Shotmaker, who I thought were fucking incredible. Also they were Duncan Barlowe's post-Endpoint band and that guy's always interested me. Barlowe, if you can't place the name, was the guy who famously 'resigned' from hardcore after someone from Ten Yard Fight (or Floorpunch, fuck I always mix the two up) decked him for 'talking shit'. Barlowe had protested that said dude had said 'selling out edge was one step away from taking a dick up the arse' and Duncan was like, hey, that's homophobic bullshit, fuck you. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">As much as the 'resignation' was a pointless act I kind of admired the spirit of it. I also liked the way Barlowe and his long term musical compatriot, Rob Pennington, reflected a kind of ambiguity with their music that was really cool. See by the time I was getting into this shit there was a seperate thing going on, what you'd now call the hessians or whatever, all us PC kids, we were retreating to screamo or thrash or wherever the fuck and leaving 'hardcore' to the people who didn't care about the shit we did. Barlowe's bands put records out on Victory and played hardcore shows, all the way up to his last 'hardcore' band, By the Grace of God. They played <strong>within</strong> that scene and tried to bring those messages into the fold. And yeah it got caught up in the hype and styles of the time, there's lots of hilarious stories about people crying at Endpoint shows and stuff. But listening to that music, made fourteen years ago, I still get that and I fucking admire and love and respect it for all it's worth. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Bardstown Ugly Box sounds nothing like Shotmaker. I can see the influence but still. It's midpaced, chuggy post-hardcore, rock, metal, what the fuck ever. I really wanted to cover <em>omega</em> in Ex Spectator, so I played it to Kirk and Sean and they were like 'dude...this sounds like Grinspoon'. Yeah. Thanks to the stuff that came after it hasn't dated well. But in 1994 tuning down to drop D and playing mid paced shit was pretty next level. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Guilt were that classic case of dude in big hardcore band's next project; what Quicksand was to GB for Walter Schrieffels (sp?) or Embrace was to Minor Threat for Ian Mackaye: time to slow down and get introspective. In some ways, much like those two bands actually, it's really fucking clumsy. But like those two bands I love it because it's a group of people trying to find their way around something new and different, trying to express something else. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">The record has one of the worst drum sounds I've ever heard and it has that wonderful early 90s taking itself seriously pretension: check the tracklisting below, and also the record is divided into two parts; 'man against society' and 'man against himself'. It has a fucking doctored photo of a cat in a suit and tie on the CD itself (let me remind you, this came out on Victory). It has ambiguous fugazi-ish artwork. Barlowe's vocals are pretty bad. You can't hear the bass too well and the guitars are, to borrow my friend's phrase, proto nu metal. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">But it has some fucking killer moments. Listen to <em>omega</em> and tell me you're not fucking stoked with that chorus. Listen to the quiet breakdown in <em>phi</em> and lose yr shit like I do, and think about how many times those Twelve Hour Turn style chord changes have showed up in the music we listen to since. Cringe at lines like 'and as I watch you sleep, yr beauty kills me'. It's so bad it's good and it's also, at the same time, a legit-ly fucking awesome, rocking mid-paced hardcore or post hardcore or whatever record. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Guilt put out a bunch of shit including a record called <em>further</em> which is fucking KILLER, and I'll get around to upping eventually. The leap they made from this LP to that is unbelievable, the record wouldn't sound out of place today. But I figure it's good to start here. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Both are still in print from Victory so, you know...I don't give a shit about them actually but in principle, if you like this stuff, buy the records to add to yr collection of vinyls. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?vzm51ydyumz"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?vzm51ydyumz</span></a></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><em>Guilt - Bardstown Ugly Box (Victory Records, VR029, 1994 or 5?)</em></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><em>SIDE A, 'man against society'; Gamma / Omega / Chi</em></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><em>SIDE B, 'man against himself'; Xi / Omnicron / Theta / Phi</em></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span> </div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-56127787206984068092008-12-05T03:57:00.000-08:002008-12-05T04:41:48.096-08:00the dire and ever circling wolves<div align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlD5jhUg_rl-14AiYobuXjkGePS_eWix7mDT31YDl_gni4uOQLAKn8lbPMDVNkRHRC6d5-lKYd-jpKX93WPcNN7RVo_nQMRTFFVZW4N_NyB_2HnQoP2G9t71fntA_ZWGJ1tEqBrMiRiJc/s1600-h/recording5.jpg"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5276277027313721042" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlD5jhUg_rl-14AiYobuXjkGePS_eWix7mDT31YDl_gni4uOQLAKn8lbPMDVNkRHRC6d5-lKYd-jpKX93WPcNN7RVo_nQMRTFFVZW4N_NyB_2HnQoP2G9t71fntA_ZWGJ1tEqBrMiRiJc/s320/recording5.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>J-LO BIAFRA</strong><br /></span></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">When I left Whitehorse I was determined to do something, anything, in a simillar vein to what we'd been doing up to that point. I left because I was more into the dymanic, loud then quiet then loud, being really creepy kind of schtick that's somewhat evident (particularly on the second song with that tremolo guitar part) on the first recording. They wanted to go in the direction of producing just a more brutal, full on aural assault that Emile described as 'like being kicked in the face' that would eventually lead them to the point they are/were at with their most recent stuff; music that's a lot like watching Corrupted, while being kicked in the face. They're fucking amazing, hopefully they play again sometime next year.<br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">But I'd discovered the world of loop pedals and shit like that during this time, and been inspired by what Grover was doing with his noise effects stuff. At the same time my mind was being completely fucking blown by music Pete had introduced me to when we started Whitehorse (Earth, Boris, particularly '<em>flood</em>'), and the instrumental stuff that I'd been getting into for the last four years, part of what is now dubiously described as 'post rock' music - Mogwai, Hotel2Tango bands, etc.<br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">So I set out with a couple of loopers and some other effects and attempted to make my own instrumental jams. I played one show under the name 'leisure like work is dead time', stolen at the last minute from the insert of Wolves' <em>'simulation...</em>' LP, then changed the name to J-Lo Biafra. That shit joke would come back to haunt me. For instance at a show in adelaide I had a 40 something woman dressed up for a gallery opening wanting to talk to me about the implications of the cross-cultural juxtaposition of the name. I just thought it was funny. </span><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><br /></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Anyway it continued on for four years and would change and develop as my tastes grew. Initially starting out trying to be a cross between a doom band and Silver Mt. Zion's more quiet moments. Then I got pretty heavily into Growing around the same time as I was trying to make my guitar much more processed and not like a guitar. Then came the drum machine and the idea of big epic 'songs', and so on. I did some shitty, recorded to a boombox tapes and gave them away or sold them, and I ended up playing brisbane a couple of times, sydney a couple of times, adelaide, and a bunch of shows friends put on in melbourne, where I'd be like 'hey, if like, you need someone to open...'. It wasn't a big deal, I'd just be out with another band or a friends' band and be like 'hey can I bring my pedals along and play?'.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Biafra was always about the gear too, and the music would change and develop as I bought and sold new guitars and new pedals, tried new tunings and the like. But by the start of this year I was sick of the dumb name, and sick of the music entirely. By now all this sort of stuff had well and truly become considered 'post rock', which was defined as boring, white guy post emo with delay pedals replacing the shit lyrics. I was increasingly aware that I wasn't the only arsehole with a guitar and a looper doing this music, was definitely not the first, and would not be the last. And most people were doing it way better than me.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">And I think it was ruined by too much gear. There was always too much going on in the music, then I'd watch people with much simpler setups play really basic sets that just blew what I was doing away. Also I'm not a great improviser or solo musician by any stretch of the imagination. My ideas are hugely unoriginal and I always need someone to help me build them. And I'd never practice and so being 'improvised' never helped. There were some great moments in there but probably only ever played two shows that I thought were worth anything. It got to a point where I was like 'who the fuck am I to inflict this shit on people?'. Why the hell am I playing music I think is terrible to people? Also someone compared it to Explosions in the Sky and I fucking despise that band. Good time to bail. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">So, after not having played for ages, Fjorn asked me to play a thing she was organising earlier this year. I made it my 'last show', played really loud, a few people watched and dug it, that's it. I still make music by myself with my pedals and have played a couple of shows under a different name, but I'm pretty embarassed and insecure and don't think it's anything I want to do other than recorded in my bedroom for now. And honestly I just find myself so fucking disgusted with this 'post rock' thing that yeah...I didn't wanna be associated with it anymore.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Last year I'd made a recording with Pete Sheppo onto his computery stuff. Just a couple of hours in a rehearsal room, improv, built off of pre-written ideas, all done in one take. It was originally going to get a tape release but that was on a label that unsuprisingly flaked. Anna Vo asked to do some more mixing and put it out on her label, An Out, which I was kinda stoked about, but then it just got completely bogged down in me never finishing the art, never coming up with anything I liked, etc. In retrospect volunteering to do art for a project you think is unoriginal, when you also think yr art is incredibly unoriginal and boring...not a good idea. She kept ringing me about it, I kept putting it off, she went on tour with Crux and away and stuff. I listened to it again a few months ago and was like 'this shouldn't see the light of day'.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">It's...I dunno, there's bits I like and there's bits that I think are terrible. The overly compressed guitar sound for one (my fault, not Pete's). The complete lack of originality for another. Most of me is thinking I should take the same attitude I did with the 'band' itself; if I didn't think it was good enough for other people to hear it, then, you know, don't put it out where other people can hear it. I should also bear that in mind with my current thing I do, Sleeping Weather, but yeah...there's a fuck of a lot of fun to be had in making that kind of noise I guess, no matter how insecure I am about it. Ego and self-indulgence win out from time to time.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">So here it is, the recording I did with Pete in '07. Four songs, no names or anything like that, no mixing at all, just the signal straight from the mics to his computer. For anyone that ever came and watched, and a couple of my friends were always really enthusiastic about it, yeah...here it is if you want a copy. Thanks.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><br /></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?jwuyhzhxtzf"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?jwuyhzhxtzf</span></a></div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-47610180705677894402008-11-17T06:31:00.000-08:002008-11-28T06:06:16.182-08:00...summer's gone and summer saw you, waaaaaaa-steeeedddd<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Long time no update. Nothing exciting to report, just working a fucking fuckload. I'm actually sitting here at the office after having spent about eight straight hours trying to letraset a whole tracklisting for a CD into place over some collaged backgrounds, the results were:<br /><br /></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">a) it looked like a really, really, REALLY FUCKING POOR QUALITY off of Adam Juresko from Stop It!!'s work. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">b) it didn't work aesthetically or like, in terms of it being legible. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">c) I fucked it up heaps</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">d) it sucked<br /><br /></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">so I threw eight hours of work into the shredder. Look I have to admit there's something inherently satisfying about such a little artistic temper tantrum, no matter how counter productive.<br /><br /></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">While we're talking about how I suck? Let's talk about mail, and how shitty I am with returning it. I owe people prints and mix CDs and I forget both every morning when I get to work, and usually go 'oh fuck it I'll take care of it next day' but then don't. This counsellor guy I speak to at uni seems to think this has something to do with the whole repetitive cycle nature of depression and stuff and the mind-numbing work routine that's like, a not-quite-existence state compared to when I'm out with friends and/or around music and they might be right. But I prefer to think I'm just a deadshit. Anyways like I said I was supposed to send someone a mix CD as part of a swap like...TWO MONTHS AGO OR SOMETHING. FUCK. It's actually completely slipped my mind. So, you know, I'll, uh, get on that, ASAP.<br /><br /></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">But while we're on the topic of mix CDs I decided to make one based off shit that's already uploaded onto my work computer for whatever reason. I've been listening to this a lot the last week or so, it's actually a kinda nice summer driving around mix. It's broken up into two parts.<br /><br /></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?jynyqhjgydy"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?jynyqhjgydy</span></a><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"> part une<br /></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?2tg2ivhqonj"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?2tg2ivhqonj</span></a><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"> et la part deux<br /><br /></span></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>Schifosi </strong>– half lit world<br /><strong>Limpwrist</strong> – the ode<br /><strong>Moss Icon</strong> – kick the can<br /><strong>Look Back and Laugh</strong> – this cost we absorb<br /><strong>Please Inform the Captain this is a Hijack</strong> – the asymmetric enemy<br /><strong>Q and Not U</strong> – fever sleeves<br /><strong>The Lapse</strong> – the threat<br /><strong>The Nation of Ulysses</strong> – n-sub Ulysses<br /><strong>Twelve Hour Turn</strong> – how to build<br /><strong>Wrangler Brutes</strong> – unmentionables<br /><strong>Xiu Xiu w/M. Gira</strong> – under pressure<br /><strong>Young Marble Giants</strong> – brand new life<br /><strong>Tragedy</strong> – the ending fight<br /><strong>The Organ</strong> – basement band<br /><strong>The Van Pelt</strong> – his saxophone is my guitar<br /><strong>PG99</strong> – my application to heaven<br /><strong>Off Minor</strong> – this is a hostage situation<br /><strong>Pygmylush</strong> – dreams are class<br /><strong>Hoover</strong> – breather resist<br /><strong>Frodus</strong> – 6/99<br /><strong>Challenger</strong> – brand loyalty<br /><strong>Broken Social Scene</strong> – windsurfing nation<br /><strong>Born Against</strong> – senderos<br /><strong>Blonde Redhead</strong> – loved despite great faults</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>Calvary</strong> – the very roots of words</span></div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-25552826786908266492008-10-15T03:35:00.000-07:002008-10-15T04:00:22.812-07:00WE LEFT OUR PLANETS LONG AGO<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKXidO89eOpM36Mr1wM2sby-vkOjbdqiu2Ev3XV-tiOOreVLbvu6SApfhSIYKP92y8Gv3q2ZKFZ1hT1GVXcJmIgkWd9e8AF92G2HnlUHefXZQzWflT8emUBBzzTO7g6Aw2HLZEDDSvPms/s1600-h/joepreston.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5257328200077544738" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKXidO89eOpM36Mr1wM2sby-vkOjbdqiu2Ev3XV-tiOOreVLbvu6SApfhSIYKP92y8Gv3q2ZKFZ1hT1GVXcJmIgkWd9e8AF92G2HnlUHefXZQzWflT8emUBBzzTO7g6Aw2HLZEDDSvPms/s320/joepreston.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">THRONES</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Call me a humorless cocksucker if you want but I don't really like 'wacky' music. The whole thing reeks of circus metal, ska, and - god forbid, primus or mr bungle. Maybe it's one of those 'you had to be there' things and 'there' was being a bassplayer and going to highschool in the eastern suburbs in the 90s, I dunno. Maybe it's because, as discussed below, most of the music I enjoy I also find kind of hilarious in one way or another. Either way self-consciouly 'zany' shit generally tends to be unfunny uni funk crap, or reek of lame 'don't you like FUN' crap like doomhawk. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">There are however exceptions to this: anything Joe Preston is involved with and anything Sam McPheeters is involved with. This is of course subjectivity coming into play but fuck you it's my blog and those two dudes make me laugh. A lot. I mean it's possible to combine 'humor' with 'a message' and lots of bands do that to varying degrees of success, and McPheeters does it too actually. But both of them are just completely out there on some whole kind of other level, it's not next level it's like at least 20 years into the future shit. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">So the last few nights I've been pulling 14 hour shifts in front of the computer (after my usual workday) writing an essay and it's frankly driven me fucking insane. Just finishing up the final spell check and reference list now with Thrones as my soundtrack and it's somehow appropriate. Thrones is the solo project of Joe Preston, otherwise known as a guy that's played bass and guitar in a fucking TONNE of bands including the Melvins, Men's Recovery Project, High on Fire, Sunn and most recently Harvey Milk. Dude rules, and the record's still in print so I'm not upping the whole thing but here's four songs off the 'day late, dollar short' collection of comp songs and other shit on southern lord that's basically his easiest thing to find right now. It'll give you an idea of the fucking genius of this guy. A combination of the Melvins, Ween, weed, self-effeacing nerdy white guy humor, and Mystery Science Theater 3000. When I finally completely lose my mind I hope it sounds like this. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Oh and if you steal my idea for using 'oracle' as walk on music should the ocassion ever rise where I could get away with using it, I'll...eh...probably just cry about it on the internet. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?imwjkoy5tyz"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?imwjkoy5tyz</span></a><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Thrones 'day late, dollar short' (excerpt), Southern Lord</span><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Reddleman / Silvery Colorado / Epicus Doomicus Bumpitus / Oracle (rush cover)</span></div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-91176686675295127372008-10-04T03:32:00.000-07:002008-10-12T03:44:24.594-07:00...alien landscape, doesn't seem that alien at all<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">This one goes out to the 'Shellac inspired' bands. Albini, Weston and Trainer didn't create the whole scrappy guitar over repetitive bass and drums played really hard with an overdose of testosterone or sexual frustation or not enough weed or ever but they seem to be the common touchstone for everyone when describing this kind of 'math rock' stuff. "You know, they sound kinda like Shellac". A disease melbourne suffered from for far too long. Or you could say they sound like Fugazi but that never takes into account that band's trademarks - the weird dynamics, pseudo funk/post punk shit, or the fact that they're fucking Fugazi, dude - and always leaves me disappointed when I go to old bar or something and see some bad that's loud and, uh, 'propulsive' or something but definitely does not sound anything like Fugazi. Actually personallyI relate this stuff back to Shotmaker a hell of a lot more because I think they really did that whole spazzy, mid-pace three piece thing best out of anyone but yeah...say "Shellac" and people are at least going to have some idea where you're coming from. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /></div><div align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgeUiPJ463fzVx3T5iPnzkzd3IvlSHk8mhRbKrJeJYF5jICp91WTYE0MkYzArADD2eRNWz1ZoK3U18n2EKLBQVYxJxSZmDYnb4U3XGMv_1G2qxr_2a4rBlJI4hmqSUstwbjTWUXe5K65iM/s1600-h/staynless.gif"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5253247408786838130" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgeUiPJ463fzVx3T5iPnzkzd3IvlSHk8mhRbKrJeJYF5jICp91WTYE0MkYzArADD2eRNWz1ZoK3U18n2EKLBQVYxJxSZmDYnb4U3XGMv_1G2qxr_2a4rBlJI4hmqSUstwbjTWUXe5K65iM/s320/staynless.gif" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><br /><br /></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">STAYNLESS</span></strong></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I have absolutely no information on this band. A while ago when 'zines' started calling themselves 'magazines' and getting coloured cardstock covers but well before the death before dishonours and what have yous of today there was a phase of moving up from the split 7"s you'd get with stuff like I Stand Alone or the occasional Ebullition 12" to the much easier format of compilation CDs of a whole shit-tonne of bands on different labels. Kinda like a promo CD but there'd be a bunch of stuff from a heap of different labels, together with self released things and whatever. Paying six bucks for a copy of Status or Nothing Left and getting a CD with 20 or 30 bands to listen to on it was a fucking awesome deal. I used to tape the CDs and listen to them on the way to school and back in my walkman for weeks, marking down in the tracklisting pages of the zines with a biro which ones I thought were really cool, making mixtapes of those songs and then trying to track down those records. I got introduced to a lot of that cool indie rock shit Status put out in the last few years of the 90s like early Waxwing and The Casket Lottery this way. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">On one of those Status comps there was this crazy fucking song called <em>relax and colour</em> by this band Staynless. To me it just seemed so completely out of control. I was 16 and hadn't heard much like this, these guys sounded like they weren't even bothering to play chords on their instruments half the time, and I imagined it was because they were all going way too crazy to play, thrashing around and hitting all the open strings on their guitars because they were just losing their shit and hey when you're getting yr spazz on it's not like you can pay attention to that minor 7th inversion or whatever. But then it gets to the breakdown (the starting riff which I definitely tried to steal for an early terror firma song), the other guitar comes in with those clean arpeggios and the drums haven't lost any momentum, but now it sounds so much more refined. If I was some writer douche I'd say it was 'controlled chaos' or something, I don't know. All I knew is that it fucking blew my mind, this was heavy but not tough, out of control but not inept.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">So I tried to track the record down, which for me at that time consisted of going to missing link a few times and eventually remembering that was what I was looking for and never finding it. And just forgot about it I guess. I lost that comp CD a long time ago although I could still probably hum/sing you that whole song from memory considering how many times I listened to it on my shitty walkman coming home from school, thinking that places where this kind of music happened, that was where I was going to be when I was done with all this highschool crap. (Angsty). </span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Couple months ago someone posted a complete discography of Staynless' stuff on VLV and I of course was like 'holy fuck! I remember them!' and downloaded it all. Have listened to it at least once a week since and even now still haven't absorbed how amazing this band was. There was a time where <em>relax and colour</em> by this band was track one on side two of every mixtape I made. The band actually cover a pretty huge dynamic range and that one song isn't really indicative of everything they were doing. Maybe it was because there were so many people doing something simillar at the time or maybe it's because their one full length LP, <em>Transistor Theory and Circuits Made Simple,</em> on Undecided Records had cover art (see above) that looks like something Alison Wolfe would've been a member of and so they missed a whole bunch of people who would've otherwise dug it but didn't like Riot Grrrl or something (suckers). I don't know. Either way this record is incredible and something I feel almost evangelical about. So many people who're into this spazzy, grinding shit that you can use dumb words like 'angular' or 'mathy' to describe would love this record.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"> </span></div><div align="justify"></div><p><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">HUGE EDIT: Thanks to Yellow Ghost Forum user 'clarky' I now have tracklisting info:</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">'1. Old Salt (Side A) (4:0 2. Old Salt (Side B) (3:29) 3. The Camera Shop (4:13) 4. Red Giant (4:54) 5. Haunting the Haunted House (4:11) 6. Pay What You Get For (5:42) 7. The Dead Bell (4:46) 8. Relax and Colour (2:0 9. First Law of Motion (4:24) 10. Activator (3:05) 11. Staint Christofer (5:02) 12. Rail Roads Follow Rivers (4:47) </span></p><p><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">tracks 1 and 2 are from the Old Salt 7", it was one song over 2 sides of the record tracks 3 and 4 are from the Snowfields and Sand Dunes" 7 (i think?) tracks 5-12 are the album "Transistor Theory and Circuits Made Simple" ' </span></p><p><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </p><p><br /></p><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?jznjojoxkwg">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?jznjojoxkwg</a><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhK9usn8lo8PBzuAKvzsNCkLNmDrPF72F1Ml_ALEVv5f4nD1e_uBk13PLv8_CGo2Ao-VO9vd3WNcTNUAPoMQsSPFtltq7W_J77mtRavkNMJrw4GG3zcgZZyzeNnUEOHdKOFdcG683-ClJE/s1600-h/greatunraveling.jpg"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5253252219727972114" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhK9usn8lo8PBzuAKvzsNCkLNmDrPF72F1Ml_ALEVv5f4nD1e_uBk13PLv8_CGo2Ao-VO9vd3WNcTNUAPoMQsSPFtltq7W_J77mtRavkNMJrw4GG3zcgZZyzeNnUEOHdKOFdcG683-ClJE/s320/greatunraveling.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><br /></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>THE GREAT UNRAVELING - KRS LP</strong></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Tonie Joy and A.S. Malat's band after Universal Order of Armageddon. Another band that Pete Hyde got me into actually. The LP came in second hand and he was like 'hey you'd dig this', and mentioned Tonie Joy, who at that time I just knew of as 'the dude from Moss Icon and Born Against' but in the last few years has become one of my absolute favourite guitarists (even though he plays a strat...gross) so yeah. He was right. </span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Again on the Shellac tip, or whatever you want to call it. Actually I was listening to this once in my car and a dude who used to do that 'I pretend to know this music because it will make me cooler' for some dumb reason (seriously, who cares how esoteric yr knowledge is?) was like 'man I love this Shellac record'. Lulz. I'm sure if they were playing now in melbourne there'd be a certain amount of people willing to call them a 'My Disco ripoff', because people are silly like that. Playing from 95 to 97 they sort of took the slower, darker moments of U.O.A, and the energy, but none of the speed and short songs. They have that thing that I like to think of as the three piece effect that makes bands like Shotmaker and Frodus (and Former Republics) so fucking great: everyone's playing an instrument and often the vocals can take a back seat to that. There's no one with a microphone feeling like they need to fill in that space and so consequently the music can breath and stretch out. Which is exactly what the Great Unraveling did. I don't know how much weed was smoked in the course of this band but it definitely jams out a lot, makes a hell of a lot of use of reptition and the amelodic possibilities of Joy's noise guitars. This must've been so much fun to play. </span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Reading in the wikipedia article about them there's something about their last music being written in an old house in the maryland woods Joy bought, where apparently ghosts or witches would appear and sing along with a certain bassline. Again...maybe the weed. But there's definitely a creepy element to this music. Not as creepy as say Slint's last record but definitely creepy in terms of lots of space and just an overal general feel of dark rooms, grey skies and solitary afternoons in this music. So naturally I love it. </span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">The Great Unraveling - s/t LP, Kill Rock Stars. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I can't be fucked writing up the tracklisting and catalog number because usually I'm doing this at work and don't have my LPs handy to check. Also I ripped this one off a CD that might be a little scratched, sorry. Tracklist for this will be in the file. Has a song, 'head for the hills', that's not on the LP as I recall. I think I gave my LP copy to fellow Tonie Joy enthusiast Alex or something so I can't remember.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?grqvytntjmy">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?grqvytntjmy</a> </div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-56758337086018426902008-09-25T03:36:00.000-07:002008-09-25T04:02:07.383-07:00...by the fireplace, in white.<div align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhko50wwixzkQBvmBJsMdR7oeJwuAGaJHUxBNh5BMza4ndPKwvSs-On4ZstJC8FailFZnl_IHrF5vBTym4y3VsNR_f6foAdVmm7Ilw10vt100wGVVU6UCGU8O8qwHH5zuq0l8fUjgkopzA/s1600-h/pg99_doc5.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5249906964832395858" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhko50wwixzkQBvmBJsMdR7oeJwuAGaJHUxBNh5BMza4ndPKwvSs-On4ZstJC8FailFZnl_IHrF5vBTym4y3VsNR_f6foAdVmm7Ilw10vt100wGVVU6UCGU8O8qwHH5zuq0l8fUjgkopzA/s200/pg99_doc5.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong>pg.99 - 'document #5'.</strong> </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><span style="font-size:85%;"><div align="justify"><br /></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">When it comes to $kramz stuff I think the stuff that's definitely going to stand the test of time for me is all the harsher, more fuck-off noisy stuff. Like Reversal Of Man, Orchid's last record, etc etc. I mean there's lots of great stuff still being done, like in any genre but personally I got lost when it became this 'screamo' thing instead of just another version of hardcore, a reaction against everything else and a way to make music that isn't polished and commidifed and stale.<br /></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><span style="font-size:85%;"><div align="justify"><br /></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Page Ninety-Nine I'll always love. Even if they didn't have like the great lyrics of other bands (some is cool, some is, uh, you know...), they just fucking ruled. They were as messy as a band with multiple singers and guitarists and bassists - famously at one point they had 14 members - would expect to be and completely unafraid of reaching outside any perceived limits of their music. And all "DIY" whatever that means and all that shit. I don't know, there's a lot of bullshit romanticism to it but they put out some great records, and a lot of great bands came out of this band (personal faves: Haram, Pygmy Lush and Malady), and something about the whole just fucking going for it, just not caring about the limitations and fucking doing it and making music that is personal and inspiring really struck me. "Love yr friends, die laughing". </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Anyway Document #5 isn't actually my favourite record of theirs. I feel like whereas with this record there's like the screamo bits and the metalcore bits and whatever, on later stuff like Document #8 it got a lot more seamless. Also that record seems so unbelievably pissed and defiant about "punk rock in the wrong hands". But this one is still great and has two of their best songs. The end riff of 'by the fireplace, in white' is killer and apparently live could go on forever, which is something I definitely wish I saw. And then there's the song 'my application to heaven'. Seriously. If you haven't heard it I'll let you hear it, but it's so bone headed yet also in the context of the lyrics heartfelt and just so fucking awesome.<br /></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I was listening to the radio the other day and hearing about the church threatening to pull out of the hospitals it owns/funds if Doctors were forced to comply with laws that enabled women greater access to abortion technologies. I was hearing that and just going 'I can't believe you can be a fucking chrisso and into hardcore'. I just don't fathom it. Yeah there's the personal belief thing and that's great and all and do what you want there, that's totally cool. I have my own spirituality as well. But this fucking using economic discursive power to fuck with people and try and subvert their freedoms? That's no different than any other piece of shit corporate entity using their economic resources to fuck humans over. It's just hidden behind a belief system. And so yeah I decided rather than do anything meaningful I decided to post this record. Fuck you jesus indeed.<br /></div></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><span style="font-size:85%;"><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?ninyd2zzjru">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?ninyd2zzjru</a><br /></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><span style="font-size:85%;"><div align="justify"><br /></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">PG. 99 - 'document # 5'</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Ruiner of Life / Comedy of Christ / Skin Pack / My Application to Heaven / Hotel Nevada 1982 / Humans With Forked Tongues / Murder, Conductor / (.................) / Sounds of Gravesites (upturned) / By The Fireplace, In White. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span> </div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-21163957470102230992008-09-22T22:19:00.000-07:002008-09-25T03:32:55.454-07:00...faded, grey, like smoke<div align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEho4AkZYAWg30v4zXJSvR47qrvEvsqA_qv_OLrYx0pwOvNmI4Bd2GUI-hp3RjTNqFFO-2XRAGtfD5c7UeUy-1xcjwFjNyhd6aRQ_9qL3fdgCLECkhjjWJ4lvjiFu4vXSFOLdLWn8V4rA3s/s1600-h/breathingw.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5249082624773823234" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEho4AkZYAWg30v4zXJSvR47qrvEvsqA_qv_OLrYx0pwOvNmI4Bd2GUI-hp3RjTNqFFO-2XRAGtfD5c7UeUy-1xcjwFjNyhd6aRQ_9qL3fdgCLECkhjjWJ4lvjiFu4vXSFOLdLWn8V4rA3s/s320/breathingw.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">BREATHING WALKER</span></strong></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I was listening to the Boris w/Michio Kuwihara record 'rainbow' on the way to work and reflecting how really, this was blatant hippie shit and why am I tolerating it? Then I realised I was wearing my tie dye Occult Blood shirt and basically shit was all over and I had to pull over to the side of the road to give myself a good sound punching. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">But there's been an acceptance of elements of psychedelia into my music listening over the past five years. Not just in a 'hey this is fucking hilarious' way with like Ghost or something, but a genuine enjoyment of fucking out there whacko psyche rock shit. This has not been concurrent with my resumption of smoking the weedian nazareth either, happened when I was still straightedge. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">See the thing is I actually enjoy a lot of music that I find at the same time absolutely fucking hilarious. Sleep's 'dopesmoker' is one of my favourite driving records, and I love the shit out of the post Sleep band Om. But seriously. Have you read the lyrics? It's all like HIGH PRIESTS ASCEND THE TEMPLE ZIGURATT STAIIIRRRSSS TO GIVE OFFERING TO WEEEEEDDDD GODDDDSSSSS. Fucking funny shit. And the cover art's like some Arik Roper painting of like barbarian chicks with huge swords and druids and stuff and like...how the fuck can you not find this utterly hilarious? Maybe my whole life is utterly consumed by irony and I'm like that dude in the homerpalooza episode of the Simpsons whom, when asked if he was being sarcastic, replies with dejected confusion: "I don't even know anymore dude".</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Moss Icon were dismissed by many of their detractors as 'punk rock's answer to the grateful dead'. I'll back that. And I fucking HATE hippies man. I fucking despise them and every other non-funny-but-just-plain-annoying aspect of weed culture (ie pretty much anything you can buy from Off Ya Tree, mirrors with shit like the 'ten commandments of the native american' screened onto them that you bought from the Carribean market, and also I'll put Mr. Bungle in there. Drawing a long bow? What, like, bow and arrow, like living a natural primal existance? Fuck you hippie!).</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Umm where was I? So yeah I can see what bummed people out about Moss Icon but for me they were always somewhere in the free-expressive side of 'emo' music or whatever where you basically, just let it all hang the fuck out. I used to refer to it when I was younger as like the whole 'talking song' idea, the repetitive basslines, arpegiated clean guitar, repetitive, half ad-libbed vocals, all reaching some kind of crescendo. Part of what attracted me so much about Hoover like I probably mentioned in my post about them. Moss Icon nailed that with the song 'lyburnum wit's end liberation fly'. It was a pretty inspiring piece of music, as a guy who plays in bands and seeks to express a lot of himself through that as well. To be able to just let go and say what was on my mind is - while being the height of self-indulgence - pretty fucking great.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">And through on to bands like Indian Summer, whom I find it harder to enjoy now but their live record is still a pretty phenomenal listen, there's a tradition there of wearing yr heart on yr sleeve or baring yr sould through music that was specifically about that place and that moment that you were performing it and none other. And what was on yr mind at that time would come out through it. This I honestly just seem to connect with more and therefore have in the past judged it as more 'sincere' than the usual boy loves girl, fucks it up, writes a bunch of songs blaming her for it all while she doesn't get to answer back 'emo' stuff. Whether that's valid or not is another story.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Breathing Walker is Moss Icon plus some other people with the 'hippie' stuff amped up a zillion times higher. It's very much built around the same repetitive musical figures but there's extra instrumentation and the guitars themselves seem inclined to be more about texture and sound than playing the actual notes. And it's a pretty wonderfully naive and fun way. I used to sit with my bass and my crappy little practice amp and play two notes over and over again, marvelling at the way the sound dispersed, the overtones that would come in as others decayed, the vibrations that would change as you contrasted one note to another. Nowadays if I want to create texture and experiment with sound I'll automatically get like five delay pedals out or something, I think my brain has been ruined by music theory knowledge and I've become dependant on toys. I miss that ability to just create a simple noise and make it into a song, which Tonie Joy does so fucking well on the first song on this recording, 'Elephant'.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">The wikipedia entry on this record describes it as "Moss Icon with a more tribal feel", which means, I don't know, more hand drums or something? Fuck that's really questionable territory but this record is musically evocative (to a western ear) of the South American cultures singer Jonathan Vance was definitely interested with. But I think they manage to be evocative without actually committing plagiarism. I don't know hey, it's just a weird ground where something like this works for me but something like Paul Simon's 'graceland' kind of reeks of post-colonial dilletantes exploiting cultural product. Vance's lyrics as always have a 'political omg' aspect to them as well. Many of his songs dealt with capitalist intervention in third world countries and native cultures. And the subtly of it, of a song talking about the Elephant, and Vance just branching off on that subject and going wherever the hell he wants, incorporating through some kind of freeform rant ideas of hegemonic intervention, environmental destruction and our own disempowerment in privileged societies is to me as powerful as a more 'direct' approach that sets out the problem in facts and figures and names and places.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Anyway it's Breathing Walker and it is what it is. A kind of naieve experiment of the early 90s where shit like this could be tried because there wasn't some godawful abomination of a band to compare it to and ruin it all. Sort of like I'd love to do a band that sounds like Quicksand or Guilt now but there's too much nu metal in between now and then to make it work. Two songs specific to them, two re-done Moss Icon songs (including my least favourite, 'moss'...fuck that guitar riff, seriously) and a couple of live songs that gives you even more of an idea of the improvisational nature of Vance's approach to being a singer in a punk band. </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify"><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?hjlmjobolwb"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?hjlmjobolwb</span></a></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Breathing Walker - s/t (Vermin Scum, cassette 1990, LP, 2001)<br /></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Elephant /All Over Heaven / Guatemala / Moth / Demon / (live) / Guatemala (live)</span> </div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-82901418309718795272008-09-19T08:08:00.001-07:002008-09-19T08:16:11.060-07:00first world problems<div align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhF5FDxdrICzipm4IdQfvfA722U-3zDAOVp1tKNXkoqmGnl0sEp-ai9XlTo_ryhMQ6do9g2Ev2KathVtlfHpivGkIKa7PyUfj3hbHn8kHidjgsGT716fsqFRJ-onDhQ0GsJXpDGutFBR3U/s1600-h/gfdfinal2small.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5247750045549589778" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhF5FDxdrICzipm4IdQfvfA722U-3zDAOVp1tKNXkoqmGnl0sEp-ai9XlTo_ryhMQ6do9g2Ev2KathVtlfHpivGkIKa7PyUfj3hbHn8kHidjgsGT716fsqFRJ-onDhQ0GsJXpDGutFBR3U/s400/gfdfinal2small.png" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Come to this if you want. </span></div><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">You know what pisses me off at the moment? People who think they're yr friends and therefore have like, the liberty to say shit to you that yr real friends do, because we're part of some imagined punk rock community. I feel like such a jerk saying this too but fuck it's annoying. If hear inane comments about the fact that OMG I HAVE A BEARD from one more person I've never even fucking met in real life I'll write a self centered complainy little blog about it...oh, yeah...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Anyway we'll return to our regular updates once life and uni has stopped being such a big bunch of dick.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-2245114672920542702008-09-04T06:53:00.000-07:002008-09-04T06:57:04.549-07:00shameless self promotion<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">expect potaters songs up on our myspace. </span><a href="http://www.myspace.com/exspectatorband"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.myspace.com/exspectatorband</span></a></div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2409506638981308043.post-91803488100758660262008-08-31T22:43:00.000-07:002008-09-01T08:20:09.416-07:00on being a close-minded bastard...<div align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_1k9v6HxosguvGzmPcoh52LJEmRG9EgZAeMeb1KZfsfivjUtJDcCRNLkhZp34NbTaULij_zsAkkOZOccudTzLwoYJIPPCHvnrplZv08dFCarKhpJp6mj5AUp5qL4MK-4pR35lpSMWwgM/s1600-h/EB23.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5241050092812970850" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" height="147" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_1k9v6HxosguvGzmPcoh52LJEmRG9EgZAeMeb1KZfsfivjUtJDcCRNLkhZp34NbTaULij_zsAkkOZOccudTzLwoYJIPPCHvnrplZv08dFCarKhpJp6mj5AUp5qL4MK-4pR35lpSMWwgM/s200/EB23.jpg" width="150" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">FUEL - MONUMENTS TO EXCESS</span></strong></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">It wasn't like I used to <strong>hate</strong> pop punk, per se. I was just ambivalent about it for the most part. With the arrogance of the 16 year old who told all the kids who discovered Tool when <em>stinkfist </em>made it into the triple j hottest 100 that year to 'listen to Quicksand man, they totally did it first', I considered it immature or something fucking re re like that. Starter music, before you got into the more sophisticated 'hardcore' and 'emo' indie rock stuff I was reading about in well thumbed copies of <em>status</em>, <em>nothing left</em> and <em>second nature,</em> and listening to over and over again on tapes warped by the shitty rewinding function on my two dollar shop walkman. </span></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"><div align="justify"><br /></div><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">And bands I used to go see and fucking <strong>love</strong>, like that one brief shining period where Bodyjar had like four good songs, and Caustic Soda, and the almighty One Inch Punch? Fuck off, they were something better. In my outer eastern suburban arrogance and ignorance I was the only one (well certainly the only one in my high school, that I knew of or cared about anyway) that knew about them. They were mine, secret, and therefore much more credible. </span></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"><div align="justify"><br /></div><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Then I heard the MXPX song 'chick magnet' and my condescending ambivalence about pop punk turned to utter, furious hatred. What the fuck WAS this bullshit? Some stupid walking bass part that's one of the first things you learn in the <em>cheesy bass lines to piss off yr parents 101</em> book, and a horrible guitar sound and the guy could actually sing?! What a bunch of shit! And suddenly the people who beat me up with metal fence stakes for displaying such obvious signs of homosexuality as 'not liking football' and 'not drinking' were into this music?!! And it was all down hill from there. Bands like The Ataris, Saves The Day and New Found Glory make me want to vomit in rage. (Sorry Cam, but they do). I'm sure there's a lot to appeal to people who're into it but there's nothing punk rock about it to me. It's all so fucking clean, and produced, and fucking boring. It was (and is although I don't really care about it anymore) the antithesis of punk rock to me. Punk was about avoiding being slick and eaily digestible. If you were going to write pop songs, I reasoned, you could do them all lo fi and cool. If you were going to play fast upbeat shit, you could do it like Lifetime and cool. Fuck this clean, pretty, striving to be pure, often chrisso stuff. I was on some next level Winston Smith shit dude; I <strong>HATED</strong> purity and prettyness in music. Punk was the life-saving refuge for social outcasts and this crap seemed to associated with everything that was boring and conservative and therefore oppressive and alienating.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"> </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Fast forward a couple of years and not much has changed. Hell in 2008, right now, not much has changed. I don't actively wish for bands like that's deaths anymore but I do dismiss them as utterly irrelevant to what I'm doing and/or music for people that would've beat me up in highschool. And</span><span style="font-family:verdana;"> If you like that music, I'm totally not dissing you or yr taste or saying you can't be into this stuff and the ebullition back catalogue as well. 26 is far too old to be 'judging' people based on what music is important to them or saying their experiences aren't just as valid for them as mine are for me. I'm just detailing my own complicated relationship with the music that's a disturbingly large part of my life. For better or worse I was totally all about aesthetics.</span></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"> </span></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">To some degree I still am but Fuel's <em>monuments to excess</em> was part of the step in turning me around. This record is pop punk as all fuck. Seriously, holy shit. Fuel was one of my more later experiences of the genius of Mike Kirsch. I got into Bread and Circuits, whom seriously changed my life, then Navio Forge, then Torches to Rome, then Fuel. I'd always read about them as the band that all the older kids said Hot Water Music was ripping off. Hot Water Music's <em>forever and counting</em> was the soundtrack to the years 18/19 for me, as not only was I dealing with all the being an adult shit but coming to realise that something seriously wasn't right in my head. I got a HWM fire/water thing as my first and so far only tattoo. A band that inspired (though they deny it) them? Fuck yeah, sign me up!<br /><br />Fuel - whom if you were wondering, aren't the band post-grunge radio rawk band that produced that song <em>shimmer </em>or any of that crap - were a bay area punk rock band in the early 90s, apparently inspired by Fugazi/DC but coming from the same scene that produced Green Day, Crimpshrine and Aaron Cometbus, and distinctly filtered with that kind of vibe. So when I first put this record on and listened to the palm muted guitar chords of <em>disengaged</em> I was like 'okaaay...this is cool. Wait what the hell is up with these vocals?! Oh man this is...well they're yelling sort of out of tune and shit and that's cool but this is way less 'emo' than I expected'. Next song, <em>2:52 (instrumental)</em>, a, just that, instrumental. 'Oh god listen to those guitar leads, this song is so happy! I mean it's kinda wonderfully amateurish in the way it sort of goes out of time and stuff but shit...I can imagine people doing mad pop punk jumps to this!'. I was conflicted. </span></div><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">By the last song on the first side, <em>cue to you</em>, was perhaps more what I expected. Pop punk still, but in the way that trying to write songs to sound like first two eps Fugazi always ends up sounding like pop punk. And that cool two note harmonic lead thing? That rules. Vintage Kirsch. Wait, what's going on here? Change in the middle of the song? OH SHIT! The song burst into an amazing fast part, complete with out of tune backing vocals and raging lead and holy shit I'm literally up off my chair in shock. That was, to that date, one of the coolest things I'd ever heard in a song. This was worth flipping the LP and catching the second side. First song on side B? <em>The name is</em>.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">One of the things I've hated - since I went from stupid kid who didn't care to jerk who alienated all his highschool friends with his politics to whoever I am now - and don't think I'll ever come to accept from people is people saying (unironically, or without the 'it's either laugh at it or I'll cry' un-pcness of most 'pc' people) 'gay' to mean shit's bad, or calling someone a homo or whatever. I just fucking hate it, even if you say 'ghey', or go like 'but it used to mean 'happy', the meaning's just changed again'. It's like, no, that's not the fucking point, the meaning has changed because 'gay' is socially constructed as bad; and so therefore the meaning still comes from hate. I tried to articulate that in songs so many times and it never came out. And then I'm listening to this song called <em>the name is </em>about racist or homophobic jokes, asking "where do you find the humor in that? I've got a name for that. The name is 'hatred'", and suddenly this record fucking <strong>made sense</strong>. Not only did it do that but it gripped me by the heart and gut and mind the way other later Kirsch bands already had and made me think, and feel so amazed and so fucking empowered and energised by music that was fucking saying something that I identified with. And I was getting those feelings, that shortness of breath and 'holy shit I could stay up all night listening to this' excitement from a band that was fucking pop punk?</span><span style="font-family:verdana;"></p></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">And that's the moment I realised my stupid attitude had probably cut me off from some incredible music that was just as powerful, innovative and moving as my the musical palette that I thought was more 'grown up'.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"> </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">The thing I love about a lot of good hardcore punk music, particularly in the 90s but just in general, is really how amateurish it is. Listen to <em>why can't you see</em>. They're fucking <strong>rapping</strong> in that song dude! But fuck in 1990 in that scene if you had this kinda white boy funk meets Fugazi thing going on in a song and a lot of words to say, why the fuck not do it? Rap meeting guitar music and honkys hadn't turned into stupid faces and MiZPeLLed BaNd NAymez yet so there was no warning sign on that road. And if the thing you were trying to say was so simple, if yr politics were charmingly naieve and all like 'look, I mean, come on, this is just plain common sense, be nice to each other people' well what the fuck is wrong with that?</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"> </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I've always loved bands - ie Milemarker - where I can see the aesthetic, the thing that they're going for, so fucking clearly that I don't care if they don't quite get there and honestly they suck a little bit (ie Milemarker). Fuel is kinda like that for me. It's not 'sophisticated' and it doesn't fucking have to be. If you wear yr heart on yr sleeve genuinely, then outside of that moment you are going to come across as very dorky. But if you're true about it, you don't care. This record is fucking dorky and so fucking cool. When HWM came along a few years later building on the two guitars / two vocals and a simple positive message punk rock thing, I can now see why they had the impact they did. It was like the promise of bands like Fuel and the things they hinted at coming together just that bit more. And every time I feel really bummed out on music great 'honest', whatever that means, bands like this make me realise that it is truly the greatest thing that I've been able to experience.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"> </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I actually sold my LP copy of this earlier this year. At the time I didn't have a working record player, and instead had a massive bass amp repair bill to try and cover. And for some reason (probably the no turntable amp bit) I was going through this phase of getting everything I had on vinyl on CD. I mean I mostly listened to music in the car anyway, right? DUMB. But as soon as I got my cash for the LP, I walked over to the second hand CD section and got the copy of the Fuel discography CD (on broken rekkids and I think out of print) that was sitting in there. I wasn't going to walk out of that store leaving that LP without taking those songs home in another format.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"> </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;">Hype it up much? Don't care, it's late and I'm a little blazed. And I've listened to this record three times in a row, and I know when I go to bed I'll feel all lonely and shitty like I always do, and when I get up and go to work tomorrow I'll feel fucking stressed about all the files on my desk and the uni papers waiting for me back here at home. But I'll always have records like 'monuments to excess' to put on and just go 'fuck yeah...dude...fuck yeah...'.<br /><br /></span></span><a href="http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=f0af379cc9071c94ab1eab3e9fa335ca68550b2a285fa1aa"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=f0af379cc9071c94ab1eab3e9fa335ca68550b2a285fa1aa</span></a></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"><div align="justify"><br /></div><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Fuel - 'monuments to excess', ebullition no. 23 (originally released as s/t on cargo), 1990.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"> </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">SIDE A - disengage / 2:52 / some gods / remains to be seen / cue to you</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">SIDE B - name is / why can't you see / actualized / habit / not up for sale </span></div>dasehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05957427870275407902noreply@blogger.com