BREATHING WALKER
I was listening to the Boris w/Michio Kuwihara record 'rainbow' on the way to work and reflecting how really, this was blatant hippie shit and why am I tolerating it? Then I realised I was wearing my tie dye Occult Blood shirt and basically shit was all over and I had to pull over to the side of the road to give myself a good sound punching.
But there's been an acceptance of elements of psychedelia into my music listening over the past five years. Not just in a 'hey this is fucking hilarious' way with like Ghost or something, but a genuine enjoyment of fucking out there whacko psyche rock shit. This has not been concurrent with my resumption of smoking the weedian nazareth either, happened when I was still straightedge.
See the thing is I actually enjoy a lot of music that I find at the same time absolutely fucking hilarious. Sleep's 'dopesmoker' is one of my favourite driving records, and I love the shit out of the post Sleep band Om. But seriously. Have you read the lyrics? It's all like HIGH PRIESTS ASCEND THE TEMPLE ZIGURATT STAIIIRRRSSS TO GIVE OFFERING TO WEEEEEDDDD GODDDDSSSSS. Fucking funny shit. And the cover art's like some Arik Roper painting of like barbarian chicks with huge swords and druids and stuff and like...how the fuck can you not find this utterly hilarious? Maybe my whole life is utterly consumed by irony and I'm like that dude in the homerpalooza episode of the Simpsons whom, when asked if he was being sarcastic, replies with dejected confusion: "I don't even know anymore dude".
Moss Icon were dismissed by many of their detractors as 'punk rock's answer to the grateful dead'. I'll back that. And I fucking HATE hippies man. I fucking despise them and every other non-funny-but-just-plain-annoying aspect of weed culture (ie pretty much anything you can buy from Off Ya Tree, mirrors with shit like the 'ten commandments of the native american' screened onto them that you bought from the Carribean market, and also I'll put Mr. Bungle in there. Drawing a long bow? What, like, bow and arrow, like living a natural primal existance? Fuck you hippie!).
Umm where was I? So yeah I can see what bummed people out about Moss Icon but for me they were always somewhere in the free-expressive side of 'emo' music or whatever where you basically, just let it all hang the fuck out. I used to refer to it when I was younger as like the whole 'talking song' idea, the repetitive basslines, arpegiated clean guitar, repetitive, half ad-libbed vocals, all reaching some kind of crescendo. Part of what attracted me so much about Hoover like I probably mentioned in my post about them. Moss Icon nailed that with the song 'lyburnum wit's end liberation fly'. It was a pretty inspiring piece of music, as a guy who plays in bands and seeks to express a lot of himself through that as well. To be able to just let go and say what was on my mind is - while being the height of self-indulgence - pretty fucking great.
And through on to bands like Indian Summer, whom I find it harder to enjoy now but their live record is still a pretty phenomenal listen, there's a tradition there of wearing yr heart on yr sleeve or baring yr sould through music that was specifically about that place and that moment that you were performing it and none other. And what was on yr mind at that time would come out through it. This I honestly just seem to connect with more and therefore have in the past judged it as more 'sincere' than the usual boy loves girl, fucks it up, writes a bunch of songs blaming her for it all while she doesn't get to answer back 'emo' stuff. Whether that's valid or not is another story.
Breathing Walker is Moss Icon plus some other people with the 'hippie' stuff amped up a zillion times higher. It's very much built around the same repetitive musical figures but there's extra instrumentation and the guitars themselves seem inclined to be more about texture and sound than playing the actual notes. And it's a pretty wonderfully naive and fun way. I used to sit with my bass and my crappy little practice amp and play two notes over and over again, marvelling at the way the sound dispersed, the overtones that would come in as others decayed, the vibrations that would change as you contrasted one note to another. Nowadays if I want to create texture and experiment with sound I'll automatically get like five delay pedals out or something, I think my brain has been ruined by music theory knowledge and I've become dependant on toys. I miss that ability to just create a simple noise and make it into a song, which Tonie Joy does so fucking well on the first song on this recording, 'Elephant'.
The wikipedia entry on this record describes it as "Moss Icon with a more tribal feel", which means, I don't know, more hand drums or something? Fuck that's really questionable territory but this record is musically evocative (to a western ear) of the South American cultures singer Jonathan Vance was definitely interested with. But I think they manage to be evocative without actually committing plagiarism. I don't know hey, it's just a weird ground where something like this works for me but something like Paul Simon's 'graceland' kind of reeks of post-colonial dilletantes exploiting cultural product. Vance's lyrics as always have a 'political omg' aspect to them as well. Many of his songs dealt with capitalist intervention in third world countries and native cultures. And the subtly of it, of a song talking about the Elephant, and Vance just branching off on that subject and going wherever the hell he wants, incorporating through some kind of freeform rant ideas of hegemonic intervention, environmental destruction and our own disempowerment in privileged societies is to me as powerful as a more 'direct' approach that sets out the problem in facts and figures and names and places.
Anyway it's Breathing Walker and it is what it is. A kind of naieve experiment of the early 90s where shit like this could be tried because there wasn't some godawful abomination of a band to compare it to and ruin it all. Sort of like I'd love to do a band that sounds like Quicksand or Guilt now but there's too much nu metal in between now and then to make it work. Two songs specific to them, two re-done Moss Icon songs (including my least favourite, 'moss'...fuck that guitar riff, seriously) and a couple of live songs that gives you even more of an idea of the improvisational nature of Vance's approach to being a singer in a punk band.
Breathing Walker - s/t (Vermin Scum, cassette 1990, LP, 2001)
Elephant /All Over Heaven / Guatemala / Moth / Demon / (live) / Guatemala (live)
